Dear Mr Prakash, This is a very difficult one. Only compassion and kindness can do this. Frankly speaking, I don't have an answer .. you have to find your own. But let me narrate you a story - There was a monk in Japan, he was translating Buddha's texts. For the first time, the Buddha's texts were going to translate from Pali to the Japanese language. He was a poor monk, he begged for ten years. I was able to gather ten thousand bucks, but then there was a famine in that area. His friends said no - no, this money are not to be given in famine relief, people die, they live, disasters will come and go. The Word of God must be translated, this is more important than anything. But that monk started laughing and he gave the ten thousand bucks in the famine relief works. Now sixty years old monk again started begging. In ten years, he found ten thousand bucks together to bring the scholars for translation, as the scholars charge money for the translation work. Unfortunately, the flood came, he started giving ten thousand rupees to flood relief work. So, his fellow monks again said what are you doing? This lifetime labor is wasted. The rain will keep coming, the famine/floods will continue, it will continue to happen. If you collect money and put it in these things, the ‘word of god’ will never be translated. But that monk started laughing again and he gave ten thousand rupees to flood relief. Then in the last stage of his life, he was able to gather ten-fifteen thousand bucks and finally, the translation work started and the first book was translated. So, he wrote # Third Edition on the first book. His fellow monks started laughing and saying? where are the first two versions/editions? when did it come out? have you gone crazy? this is the first edition. The monk smiled and replied that two editions turned out, but they were the formless version. There was no size of them. They came out, a first one, when during the famine, even then the word of the Buddha came out. Then the second one came out during floods, even then the Buddha's voice came out. But only those who have a sense of humanity and compassion had listened to those words. This third edition is the cheapest, the simplest, anyone can read it, even the blind can hear, but those earlier two versions can only be understood with the heart full of humanity and compassion. Life is full of sorrow and suffering all around but humanity and compassion should be revealed, and everyone must choose the path for himself to see how his/her humanity and compassion is revealed. Hope you will choose your own path

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